Paul86

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

4days more to Sunday...

29th October 2008
Hi there, the time now is 10:15pm. How's your day? My mind is thinking very slowly right now. Typing this blog slowly too. I guess I'm just too tired now. I had quite a busy day today. My medical centre will have its Quality Check this coming Wednesday, next week. I have so much to touch up.

I met so many different faces of humans. The self-centred ones, the if-I-did-not-finish-my-work-it's-alright attitude, the always-complain ones, etc...

Working life is really huge different from study life. I miss study life dearly. Life goes on? Yes life still goes on as usual. Doing routine work all over again everyday.

You can really know a person if you get along with him or her for a while. You will know how he or she use to be and see his or her true colours.

Can you finish what you suppose to do before you continue with another thing of yours? Must you leave behind a mess for others to clean up for you? Do you have conscience? Why can't you give from your heart freely?

I'm so afraid that someone will tell me these. I do not like people like these because I'm looking at a vague reflection of me in them.

Lord I pray that I will not be the kind of person I do not want others to be Lord. Lord I pray that you guide me through in everyday's life. Lord Jesus I pray that you help me through these trouble times. Lord I pray that I will not be so sensitive to what people do or say. Lord I pray for a forgiving heart, forgiving those who hurt or accidentally hurt me.

I'm sorry for all wrongdoings I've done in these days Lord. I pray that you forgive me for all my sins Jesus. Lord lift me up again like how I look to you during my BMT recourse. I really want to feel that wonderful experience again. I miss those moments. Lord I want to feel that experience again. Help me Lord, amen.

...I'm praying for a sunny day ahead...

Friday, October 24, 2008

Cooling day ahead...

24th October 2008
Have you notice that it has been raining for so many days? Since Sunday? Anyways, it's a cooling day ahead. The air out there is cooler than the air in my room. I'm the heater in my room. Haha! Cold wind blowing towards me now.

Dr Alvin gave us half day off today! Thanks to him, I got to go home early. I'm going for a swim tomorrow at around 1pm. I'm still praying for the sun. I want a tan! Haha!

I'm watching Survivor tonight on MediaCorp Channel 5 with my younger sis at 11pm. I have not been watching for two consecutive weeks. I've been watching Survivor since the 1st episode on MediaCorp Channel 5.

...savings better than spending on luxury...

Thursday, October 23, 2008

What a day today?

23rd October 2008
After a great day, I finally end my day soon. I start my day at around 10am in the morning. I visited my Grand Uncle at CGH. He's got stroke again. Lord I pray that you will see my grand uncle through this difficult time. Thank you Jesus.

After the visit, I went for a swim at Tampines Safra again. I swam around 18laps. More than the swim on Sunday. I will be swimming again this Saturday. Let's pray that it will be slightly sunny, I want a tan! Haha!

I met up with Manda & her nurse friend. Jihan joined us shortly. We chatted for quite a while and just catching up with each other's life. Great meeting up with them. After that Jihan & I went to pay our nursing liscense. $40! A pinch for me because I overspend a lot this month. October will always be the month of every year that will burn a hole in my pocket!

Jihan & I took SMRT190 from New Bridge Road Bus Terminal down to Orchard Road to meet up with Eliz, YueNing, Jo and one guest of honour. We were guessing who was it. At 1st it was Sarah then Darren. Lastly Wei Xing. Speak of the devil!!! Wei Xing was the guest of honour. So yes, he join us for dinner at Long John Silver, Cathay Cineleisure.

Austen & Leon came to Orchard and they found me at Long John too. Jihan & I went shopping with Austen & Leon.After shopping for a while, We parted and went home.

I'm suppose to meet Jihan online but I guess she's still busy. Jihan sorry I have to go. I have to sleep early as I'm waking up at 4plus in the morning tomorrow. Sorry about it. I will burn an album of new songs for you alright? Take care and such fun time meeting up with you today, rushing around like crazy fools. Haha! Goodnight Jihan. I'm off. Bye bye.

...paul sleeping now, goodnight...

Just celebrated Christina 21st Birthday at her home...

23rd October 2008
It's an early dawn now. The time is 12:11am. Why am I doing here now at this time, you must be asking in your mind? I just celebrated Christina's 21st Birthday at her Tampines house. Who were present at her home?

YueNing, Issac, Eliz, Joanna, Jihan & I were present at her home to share the joy with her and her family! We surprised her with a birthday cake and a BodyShop present. Haha! She was very surprised indeed! Seriously, we still thinking that she might still be her 'lala land' when she's with us just now. Haha!!!

Lord I pray for her, her baby and her husband plus family that you will bless this family with love and warmth! Thank you Jesus for having them to be part of my life. Thanks for supporting us all these while. Lord I pray that you will bless Christina with a smooth delivery. In your name and everyone says, amen.

SoftyGom & CharGom we miss you guys so much. We really can't wait to see you guys back in Singapore soon!!! God bless both of you with a pleasent journey ahead. Take care of your health alright? God bless both abundantly and forever!

...paul missing Charnaine & Genevieve dearly...

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Swimming at Tampines Safra...

19th October 2008
Good evening to all! I had a swim at Tampines Safra in the late afternoon today. I went there straight after lunch at Mad Jack's Cafe Paradiz Centre. There wasn't cell group today. It's been a very long time I swim. The last time I really swim for the fun of it, just to exercise was more than 10years back.

I was pleasantly surprise about the swim today. I was so shockingly meek! After the swim I thought there was something wrong with my ears. I was listening to songs from my mp3 player. All sounded out of tune. I thought I lost the sense of listening to tunes.

I told my sisters at home and they were giving me the 'so?' look. I was scared to almost dead. Then they told me that it was because of the water in my ears. Imbalance might have caused those effects.

Come to think about it, I felt quite stupid. Haha! Laugh all you want. Haha!

I want to look at some of the photos I took a few years back. I miss those times dearly. Here are some of the pics:

Izyan, our ever-crazy-leader of Group 24!!!

Jannah, GenGen, YungHwui, Charmaine at the farewell party for our favourite lecturer, Mdm Lee...
The ever-lasting Goms Family, from top left (ActPrettyGom, SoftyGom, MamaGom, MandaGom, CharGom) and the bottom is none other than NeptuneGom and Me, PapaGom...
The Spastic Gang with our favourite lecturer, Mdm Lee. From left (HanJimBeng, PhotoFreak, JoSpastic, Mdm Lee, ChriSpastic & Me, OySpastic)...
Goms Family eating out at Teenage Cafe Bugis...

Rainbow theme for Goms Family with Mdm Lee...
Attachment at IMH...
One month after Graduation, having dinner with Christina, Charmaine, GenGen, Joanna, Jihan & YueNing at Marche...

The Spastic Group last formal presentation, Gangster pose...
Goms Family FYP. I'm lazing behind the camera. Haha!!!
Gen, Char, Manda & Sarah going to Taiwan for holiday...

I miss all dearly. I miss my poly life. I miss our lecture hall, LTK2? Remember? All the projects we rushed, assignments we did last minute? All the havoc we create in school? $2 wedges nuggets? Food Junction? North & South Canteen, the auditorium, NYP Library with a cafe? Yio Chu Kang MRT Station cum Bus Terminal, Jubilee Cinema?

All these memories just keep flowing back into my mind now. Lord oh Lord, I miss those days. Thank God for allowing all the experiences happen. Thanks for letting me remember all these good whiles. Thank God for bringing me there, NYP, my school always. Love you Lord Jesus! I pray that all my loved ones that I know doing well Lord. I pray that you protect them too Lord. In your precious name I pray, amen.

Alright, this tired Paul have to go. Lazy fingers here. May God bless all abundantly! Love all wholeheartedly.

...give what you have decided in your heart to give...

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Happy 21st Birthday to YiXuan!!!

18th October 2008
Today we celebrated YiXuan's 21st Birthday at her sister's condo. Xian Cong & I went for the party. Happy 21st Birthday my friend, I hereby pray that you will be bless with God's love and pray that whatever you do in life, the Lord will guide you along. God bless you YiXuan and in Jesus name I pray, amen.

Finally I got Gabriel's number from XianCong after how many years? Let me count...

Sec3, Sec4, Poly1, 2, 3, NS1. Oh my gosh!!! 7 YEARS!!!

That's long! Anyway's I'm meeting up with them next month.

It's been a long time since I met up with them. Alright, I'm going to rest now. I need to catch up on my sleep. I'm swimming tomorrow. Fingers crossed that it don't rain tomorrow. I need to exercise. Feeling very fat now. I recently gain 2kg of fats!!!

Okay, got to go. Good night! Take care.

...paul catching up with his sleep...

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Warm Evening...

16th October 2008
Good evening everyone, it's such a warm evenng. The air is still. I suppose it's going to rain later. Let's see whether it rain later or not.

I went to serve the night and found out that the Eastern Region Line changes its path. It will serve only Marina East, Tanjong Rhu, Marine Parade, Bedok South, Xinlin & ends near Changi Ferry Terminal. Here's a map for you:


I can't wait for this Eastern Region Line to open.

I got to sleep now. Feeling very tried now. Goodnight, take care.

...paul feeling very tired...

Monday, October 13, 2008

Back from Jo1s 21st Birthday...

13th October 2008
Good mroning everyone, I know it's very early today that I post this article. I reached home from JoSpastic's 21st Birthday at her cosy little house. May God bless my lovely sister Joanna abundantly and guide her through her everyday Lord Jesus! Amen!

I just posted a record version of my cover of Leona Lewis's Here I Am at the tagboard segment. Hope you guys like it. I may be sending this song as a demo. Let's see. I won't be sending that soon though. See how Lord leads me then.

Got to catch sleep. I have to wake up at 4am later. Taking taxi down work. Staying in today. Going home only on Tuesday evening. Thanks for dropping by my blog. Take care everyone and love you all lots.

...paul tired but very happy...

Saturday, October 11, 2008

I recorded a cover...

11th October 2008
Hi all, I recorded a song from Leona Lewis's debut album, entitled Here I Am. I recorded it early this morning at 12:35am. I'm now converting it to MP3 format. Haha!

In about 45mins time, I'm meeting Fairus, Nam, Dina, Dianty to Hari Raya Visiting. I have to go now. Got to prepare now, so take care and see you guys soon. Have a great evening ahead.

...paul going Hari Raya visiting...

Thursday, October 09, 2008

SMRT Wheelchair Bus...

9th October 2008
Good evening everyone, I'm leaving home in 30mins time. The time now is 9:37pm. I will be leaving for camp. I have an early cover at around 6am tomorrow morning.

Guess what? I took SMRT Wheelchair Bus early this morning, on board SMRT67. 1st time I saw this bus in the east side of Singapore. The other time I took SMRT Wheelchair Bus was with my younger sis going towards Bukit Panjang on SMRT190. The interior looks like SBS Wheelchair Bus interior too except for the different colours:



SBS Wheelchair Bus still quieter than SMRT's. Speed wise not sure yet. I have yet to travel long distance on SMRT Wheelchair Bus. Will update you when I ever take long distance with SMRT Wheelchair Bus.

Tomorrow I'll be going to Vivo City shopping. I will be having dinner there too. I'm having half day leave tomorrow.

Got to go now. God bless all. Please keep me in prayers. Take care. Adios.

...paul back to camp...

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

It's mid-week now...

7th October 2008
Hi to all. It's mid-week in a few hours time. How's your week so far? I pray that everything's fine for all of you.

As for me, I recieve my permanent post as the Medical Store I.C. now. Occasionally help out with Shee Kwang with his dispense of medication. We will be working hand in hand. Lord I pray that you guide us in completing our tasks each and everyday. I pray that we can remember our work, what we suppose to do. I pray that you give us a willing heart to work everyday. Thanks for helping us Lord Jesus! Amen!

This weekend I will be visiting my friends' house as the Raya gathering. Last year I did not join them because of my BMT.


I will be heading down to JoSpastic's house this Sunday for her 21st Birthday. I really hope MandaGom, NeptuneGom, Sarah, ChriSpastic will be there too. It's been a long time since I've met them.

Something happen early this morning! It's been three days I 'lost'my house keys. I was searching for my house keys for these three days. After bathing today, I search for my keys again but in vain. I went to my room to rest before going off for work. I started to pray for my keys, just a very simple prayer of 'Lord, I want to find my keys'.

After around 15mins later, it was time for me to go out. I took my bag, sitted at the sofa, I heard the jingling of my keys and YES I FOUND MY KEYS! Just like that. God helped me find my keys! Thank God for that! Thank God for everything!!!

I just want to share this because I know that God will answer every prayer in his time. Just a short prayer, He will answer you too. He taught me not to leave my stuffs anywhere I want. Lord I will keep my things properly in future Lord. Thank you Jesus for helping me. I'm very grateful for that.

'Give what you decided from your heart to give; not reluctantly or under complusion, for God loves a cheerful giver.' This is verse from the bible for you. I do believe in the verse very much. Let us live up to it! Cheers!

...paul wishing you all the best...

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Mariah Carey!!!

5th October 2008
You know what??? Mariah Carey is releasing her next single, I Stay In Love! Oh my! I've been waiting for so long for this song to be a single and it all come true now! I'm very happy for her!

I will be awaiting the great news of her next No.1 single. I got a strong feeling that this single will be No.1 on the charts. I Stay In Love is like a follow-up to Don't Forget About Us from her The Emancipation of Mimi. Great song indeed.

I hereby wishing her all the best!

...paul sleeping now...

Happy Sunday!!!

5th October 2008
Hello everyone, the time now is 9pm. Haha! I'm so happy today! Hallelujah! I collected my pants at Bugis Junction earlier on. Went for morning service at church, cell group after light lunch. Head down to Plaza Singapura with my sisters to have proper lunch at Carl's Jr.

We had Portello Mushroom Burger Combo & Bacon Cheeseburger Combo for lunch. Felt like our stomach were tearing apart slowly in our belly! I prefer Portello Mushroom Burger. It is way better than Burger King's Mushroom Swiss. Burger King, you've to keep up? Haha!

Here a pic I took yesterday with Joel outside the cineplex before watching The House Bunny:


I will be having cover duty tomorrow morning at the parade square. It's a cover for a run. It will be my 1st ever cover duty, not understudy anymore. I pray that nothing goes wrong. Lord I pray that you will guide me and help me for this cover. Thank you Lord for carrying me on your shoulders Lord. I am very grateful Lord. I will do my best and live my testimony through your grace! I love you Jesus. I love you Father!!! In your highest name I pray, amen.

I have packed my cover equipments, I pretty hope that no one tample with those equipments. I will reach early to check them again, just in case.

Alright for now, I'm sleeping soon. Have a great & blessed night ahead. May God bless all of you my love ones! Take care!

...paul wishing you a great night...

Happy 21st Birthday to Eliz!!!

5th October 2008
Good morning to all. It's 1:38am now. I was browsing through youtube for Leona Lewis's new single, Forgive Me. The official video was just alright but I love the song.

I hereby wishing Eliz an advance Happy 21st Birthday although your birthday will officially be on the 8th Oct. May God bless you abundantly. Thanks for the invitation to your chalet. Hope you like the presents. Take care.

I watched The House Bunny with Joel & his friend, Kenneth:


After the movie, we went shopping. I was shopping for my clothes for my elder sis's wedding. After the 2hrs search, I bought a black pants which looks a mixture in between formal & casual. I will be collecting the altered pants tomorrow.

I bought two T-shirts from Design Tshirts Store graniph at Bugis Junction. I love both T-shirts design!

I'm currently listening to the American Idol runner-up, David Archuleta debut single, Crush. I can feel the song. The lyrics are so real, 'just another crush... this crush is ain't going away...'. I guess it's not time for me to have a partner now. I've seen so many happy couples together, I would just look and feel more lonely inside. I would just imagine I'm with someone, feeling innocence happiness inside my lonely hollow heart. When I'm going home from work I feel so lonely, I just want someone to talk to, share my problems with, someone that I can give my love to and forever. I guess it's just a wishful thought. Oh, stop thinking about that Paul...

Feeling sick, tired of worrying about things. Oh Lord I pray that you take away all these wishful thoughts that affect me everyday. I pray that you are the one who will fill my hollow heart Lord. I believe you will send me someone that loves you & I can give my love to. Lord I do not want a crush. Lord I pray that I can concentrate on the work I do in camp Lord Jesus. Thanks for helping me.

I pray that I will give my very best in everything I do, from my heart. Thanks for you love Lord, in your name I pray, amen.

I'm sleeping now. Good night.

...paul yawning away...

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Selemat Hari Raya to all my friends...

1st October 2008
Selemat Hari Raya to all my friends. Oh, Happy Children's Day to all who are still celebrating the innocence, joyous occasion. God bless all.

I just came back from camp. I stayed in last night because I was on duty. Duty Medic Passive. I left camp around 9plus in the morning. Later I'm heading down to Changi Airport to study for my test tomorrow. I pray that I can do well for the test.

Here are some pics from the F1 race that took place in Singapore on last weekend:

Racing in front of Supreme Court...

Racing past The Singapore Flyer...

Racing past the Singapore Criket Club...

After refuel...

Anderson Bridge, the narrowest part of the racing track leading to the sharpest turn on the track...

CBD backdrop...
In front of the floating platform...

Zipping past The Esplanade...

The winner of the 1st F1 Night Race & his race car...

The straight road ahead...

Lewis Hamliton waving to spectators prior the night race...

Look at all the racing cars!!!
The scene was caught on TV Live right after a short advertisement...
Fuel spraying from a yank off fuel tubing...

Speeding off with the fuel tube still attached to the race car...

After detaching the yank off tubing, the team members carry it back...

SoftyGom, & CharGom, wish you guys were here. PapaGom really miss you guys so much. Take care alright? I pray that God will protect you guys. I pray for calm and giving heart during your exams. All the best, in Jesus name I pray, amen.

I have to go now. Preparing to meet my younger sis at Changi Airport. God bless all and have a blessed day ahead.

...paul going off, goodbye...