4days more to Sunday...

29th October 2008

Hi there, the time now is 10:15pm. How's your day? My mind is thinking very slowly right now. Typing this blog slowly too. I guess I'm just too tired now. I had quite a busy day today. My medical centre will have its Quality Check this coming Wednesday, next week. I have so much to touch up.

I met so many different faces of humans. The self-centred ones, the if-I-did-not-finish-my-work-it's-alright attitude, the always-complain ones, etc...

Working life is really huge different from study life. I miss study life dearly. Life goes on? Yes life still goes on as usual. Doing routine work all over again everyday.

You can really know a person if you get along with him or her for a while. You will know how he or she use to be and see his or her true colours.

Can you finish what you suppose to do before you continue with another thing of yours? Must you leave behind a mess for others to clean up for you? Do you have conscience? Why can't you give from your heart freely?

I'm so afraid that someone will tell me these. I do not like people like these because I'm looking at a vague reflection of me in them.

Lord I pray that I will not be the kind of person I do not want others to be Lord. Lord I pray that you guide me through in everyday's life. Lord Jesus I pray that you help me through these trouble times. Lord I pray that I will not be so sensitive to what people do or say. Lord I pray for a forgiving heart, forgiving those who hurt or accidentally hurt me.

I'm sorry for all wrongdoings I've done in these days Lord. I pray that you forgive me for all my sins Jesus. Lord lift me up again like how I look to you during my BMT recourse. I really want to feel that wonderful experience again. I miss those moments. Lord I want to feel that experience again. Help me Lord, amen.

...I'm praying for a sunny day ahead...