No matter what...

24th June 2008
Hi to all who are reading this post. I've been thinking a lot since yesterday. I pray to God that, no matter what, I will go forth and do my best. Deep in me, I wasn't very happy with my posting now. I wouldn't want to convert to a combat medic. I'm so sorry Lord! I'm deeply sorry. I'm not giving my all wholeheartedly. This is not I want to be.

I want to be happy. Honestly I've been falling away from you. I caused that to happen. I did not stop it even though I know that was wrong for me.

From now on, no matter what, I must believe in you oh Lord. Lord I pray that you forgive me for my wrongful thinking all these while. Thanks for helpng me through. I was posted here for a reason and I will have faith in it and go forth. Tomorrow will be a new day ahead. I will live it like never before. I will give praise to you. Thank you Jesus. In your name I pray, amen.

Do keep me in prayers. I love you all and God bless!

...paul saying adios & good night...

Posting orders today!

20th June 2008

Good morning to all, I went for a run at around 5plus in the morning. Now I'm in front of my computer waiting for my SAF posting order. It will be out in 2hrs time. The time now is 8:07am. Oh Lord I pray that all my worries will be taken away. I pray for a calm heart and a willing heart too. Lord, no matter what happen, I pray that you guide me through the next phase of my SAF life. Thank you Lord Jesus and amen.

I will be meeting up with my platoon mates to collect our platoon polo-T. I can't wait to meet them. I'll be having quiet time with Kenneth and Luke at Vivo City's CoffeeBean from 11am onwards till 12plus. After that we will be meeting the rest.

Oh gosh, i'm so anxious now. Lord help me! Lord take away my anxiety Lord, thank you Lord.

Here are some pics taken by XingLi at his house:

Ronald, Me, Eck, Daniel, Kelvin & Eng Juay a.k.a. Ah Gong...

Tickling Daniel, did not get a chance to bully him actually during the last few days of BMT...

He seems happy after all tickling and bullying. Haha!!!

Eck squeezing the lemon on the grilled fish...

Daniel & Justin...

I'm overwhelmed by XingLi's cheese cake. I'm loving it...

Best cheese cake in town...

Daniel & Kelvin enjoying their cheese cake...

Eng Juay...

We had loads of fun and laughter. Gou Zen wasn't in the pics because he left early. Thank God for this wonderful gathering with my section mates. I really had so much fun with them. Oh, anyway we will be having lunch at New York New York, i suppose? I do pretty hope for New York New York, haha! Shopping after lunch? Haha!

The time is 8:16am now. 1hr 45mins left for the 'heart attack' posting? My fingers are sweaty now. Haha!

Should I wear my cap later? Let's see...hmm... I'll decide later. Alritght I got to go now. I'll update my blog again. Thanks for dropping by. Haha! I better stop haha-ing away. God bless and chaoz.

...paul saying bye bye...

ECP in the morning, shopping for the rest of the day...

18th June 2008
Good evening to all. How's your day? I went to East Coast Park in the morning then to Vivo City for shopping. I bought a cap, yes a cap finally. I don't usually shop for caps but it was just exception today. I just like the cap so much! It's on my table now. Haha! I took some pics with it. I'll show you later.

Yesterday I went XingLi's house for lunch. We had lots of good food. I love the cheesecake most! The cheese was just smooth and cheesey. Okay I don't know what to say, it's just awesome! Taste it and you will know. Great to meet up with some of my bunkmates! Love them and missed them! I will meeting them again on Friday. I can't wait for Friday.

I will be having my posting orders on Friday at 10am. Lord I pray that you guide us through and lead us Lord Jesus. I pray for continuous love and care Lord. Thanks for your guidance! Thank you for giving us this break Lord, in your name i pray, amen!

Here are the pics I took:

Uno Stacko almost topple over...

Younger Sis posing with Uno Stacko...

My stupid pose, anyways, never mind...

At East Coast Park today...


What's that on your keyboard???

Me, my new cap and the 'farting' pig...

Younger Sis & the 'farting' sheep...

Younger Sis kissing the 'farting' sheep...

Who's nose is bigger???


I fell in love with Leona Lewis's Footprints In The Sand. The lyrics are very personal to me. This song is dedicated especially to my BMT Leopard days. God has been there always even before we enter BMT, He's there to guide us lead us. When we are feeling down, He's still there for us. I love you Jesus!!!

I'm just so happy today! I'm rejoicing in the name of Jesus! Praise to you Lord up high!!! I'm sleeping early. I want my rest! Lord I pray for a blessed night sleep. Goodnight to all. May Lord Jesus bless your rest too.

...paul saying blessed night...

I'm at XinLi's house!!!

17th June 2008

Hi everyone, I'm at XinLi's house now.

The food super tasty! I love the desert, cheesecake!!! It's the best! Eck is irritating me now. Eek! I'm just kidding. Hee!

Everyone's having fun here! I leaving soon to meet Jihan. I'm visiting YueNing At Gleneagles later. She gave birth yesterday! Haha! I went Gleneagles to visit her yesterday with Joanna, Amanda, Eliz and Chris. I can't wait to see Jaydon again!

ALright, I got to go. See you guys again, God bless all. Chaoz...

...paul outta...

2days after POP...

12th June 2008

Good morning everyone!

Today is the 2nd day after POP.

I was listening to old Channel 8's Drama Theme. The songs brought back lots of memories. You should listen to these songs on imeem.com, type MediaCorp Theme. There will be loads of drama theme.

I'm currently listening to If I Never See Your Face Again by Maroon 5 & Rihanna.

Anyways, I'm booking back to Tekong for my re-12km route march. I have yet to complete the route march. I'm meeting JJ and the rest at Pasir Ris Interchange at 6pm later. I pray that everything will end smoothly tomorrow. I will be having the route march in the morning.

Lord I pray for safety and guidance. Lord I'm so sorry for doing so many sinful things. I pray for your forgiveness. Thank you Jesus! In your precious name I pray, amen.

Guess what? I finally finish the song I wrote in bunk the other day after my performance. The song title is Give. It's a dedication to everyone including myself and most of all, God! I used a phrase from the bible, 'give what you have decided from your heart to give; not reluctantly or under complusion, for God loves a cheerful giver'.

I finally create a song out of my favourite phrase! Thank God. I created an acoustic version and original version of my new song, Give.

The other song, a fun song written by me & Sirhan still incomplete. I'll be meeting him soon to complete it. Haha! The song is yet to be titled too. For myself, I would name it Report Sick. Alright, it's just too cheesy. Haha!!!

I got to go now. I'll update you guys again soon with pictures! God bless all and have a blessful week ahead. You deserve this blessed week. Cya...

...Paul sign out...

POP!!!

10th June 2008
Hi there, how's your day? I hope you ae doing fine. Anyways, I had my Passing Out Parade today. My emotions ran high when I ran into the parade. I was thinking of my parents. I miss them dearly. I'm so happy today! I finally pass out from 10th June 2008 onwards. Never a recruit again.

Thank God for everthing that you've done for us. I'm deeply grateful and Lord I praise you. Lord thanks fr forgiving me for all wrongdoings I've done. Thanks for seeing, guiding ad accompanying me through these days of BMT recourse. Thank you Lord Jesus. In your most high name I pray, amen.

I might be going to East Coast Park for cycling tomorrow. I'm helping my cousin with his Art at around 3plus tomorrow afternoon. My elder sis & younger sis are reaching Singapore tomorrow. They went to Malaysia for Church Camp. I can't wait to see them tomorrow. I miss you guys dearly. Are we watching Narnia together?

Alright, I'm serving the net for latest news. Thanks for dropping by. God bless. Have a blessed night ahead. I promise to update more soon. Bye.

'-_slutan outta here_-'