God has the answer!!!

13th March 2008
Hi to all. Yesterday I chance upon my email sent by Gulshan a.k.a. Britney. He sent me this web link, stating that it moved him to tears. As I click onto the web link, it leads me to YouTube.com, it is about this boy who called up a Christian Radio Show sharing his testimony. I was touched by the message.

God uses people to share the gospel, spread His good news, encourage one another. You just have to do one thing that is to run to Him. There is one segment of the video, he was having an interview. He said something which will stay in my mind forever. He said that God don't treat you as dirt.

I felt so wasted after being posted to a place where I can't use my nursing or medic skills. I was confused and lost for the moment in time. I remember telling God that where I go after I graduated from Medic course, will be in His hands. I will not choose where I want to go, yet I still feel so anxious. In my mind I was wondering where I will be going. I was planning in my mind where I want to go. This shows that I did not trust God 100%. Oh Lord Jesus, forgive me. Thank you for everything. Amen.

I know God have a reason for me to stay in HQ MC. One of the reason I guess was because if I go to other units, I may not have the time to participate in the Esther Sunday item in church. I might be on duty. I hereby thank the Lord for this wonderful blessing. I love you Lord and always do. In your precious name I pray, amen.

God bless all and take care. Cya...