Dark days of my life...

8th November 2007
Hi to all. It's 12:24pm. I'm at home for a break from army because it's Deepavali. Happy Deepavali to all celebrating.

I got so many things to talk about here but I'm just too stressed up and confused over some issues. I can't say much here. Some people talking behind my back, I'm in a dilema of two things. I want to train and I'm not able to train now. It's fate I think? I really don't know. Can anyone talk to me?

I got no answers from God. I have to learn to be more independent now. I still believe that God will guide me through. Since I've chosen this path, I shall go for it then dwelling in it which I'm doing for the past 3days. I'm very down for the past 3days. Thank God for my bunkmates who encourages me still. Lord carry me through these dark days of my life! Lord I pray that you guide me through and shut away gossips about me. I do not want to know them in anyways. I just want to do whatever things that I have to do. Do it my best for now and await for my posting. Amen.

I'm sorry for this troubled filled blog article. I'm going for now. Don't worry about me so much. I promise that I'll be back stronger and not feel so small! Cya...