Am I living up to my testimony?

17th July 2007
Hi everyone. I have been thinking for this quite some times. Have I been living up to a good testimony of my life? I'm now not working. I will not get income. My mum kept nagging at me regarding me of getting a part time job then staying at home. What should I do. Everyone out there are finding a job to sustain there daily bowl yet I'm here doing nothing?

Oh stop self pitying yourself Jian Hao! Go find a job. No matter how tough the job will be, you know that God will always be there. This above statement is what I should say to myself. What I want to do in life is to write songs and share with the world. Jesus, take the wheel. Take it from my hand because I can't do it on my own. Lord I pray that you give me a chance to prove myself right this time. In your most precious name I pray, amen.

Anyways, I will be meeting Jihan to pass her some stuffs later when she call me. Alright I'm going. Cya. . .